Hey you guys! Sorry I haven't been on in aaaaaaaaaaages, I've been busy with crimbo. But I'm here now!

I am so happy with what I got for Christmas! These joyus things include: a mini telescope, a globe alarm clock that tells me time all around the world, some make up, a fuzzy dressing gown, a cookbook (thanks, Santa), HSM on dvd, Stormbreaker on dvd (YAY!!), a watch braclett, a chemistry set (ka-BOOM), a microscope that doesn't work, stripy tights, skull socks, a fairy sitting on a crystal ball, assorted jewellery, some sweets, a few other things, and something that I'm forgetting...oh yes, a guitar!!! A FRIKIN GUITAR!!!! I have been asking for one for years, and my grandparents finally got me one!! I couldn't stop smiling all day.

I also got some money from some kind neighbours, and with that, I bought The Sweet Escape, Welcome To The Black Parade and Sam's Town, which are three albums I simply adore!!!! And does anyone know if Cascada has an album, coz I'm looking for one, and I can't find it. I'll just have to look harder.

In other news, my friend Charlotte has now dyed her hair black. From blond to black, chav to goth. She is obssessed with anything gothic, but only because she goes to a club called Tech and has a crush on this boy called Joe, who just so happens to be way, way to old for her, and is a scy-scraper tall goth. He is 15 and she is 13, but acts like a lovestruck 9 year old, which is why I say he's too old for her. Sorry if you think I'm being petty, but this just isn't her. She wears black lipstuck, for Christ's sake, and no offence to anyone who wears black lipstick, but this just doesn't suit her. She's quite small, and now she adds this to her list of wierd things. It was me who first went rock, then she takes over, and has evolved to goth, overnight. It's freaky. And next week she'll be wearing mini skirts and tacky tracksuits, acting like a chavette. ARGHHH!!!! She drives me mad, but I can't help protecting her, she's like my little sister, if I had one.

Anyway, I have a week of holiday left, and look forward to spending it doing absolutely nothing!

Lizzie xxx

I tried to kill the pain, but only brought more. I lay dying and I'm pouring crimson regret...and betrayl. I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming. Am I too lost to be saved? Am I too lost?