To all you guys an' gals out there, just wanted to say HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! Woo, it's gone quick, this year, hasn't it? I can't say I'm looking forward to next year as I have to do exams. What is it with schools and bloody exams?! They just put unnesercary stress on kids, forcing them to be mini adults, when we should be kids running around chucking water bombs at each other...no? Just me then.

Back to the good things, don't drink too much and I'll talk to y'all next year...wierd or what?

*blows kiss*
Lizzie

'Kay, I need to ask you a question. I have now decided to write a stroy, but I've started from somewhere in the middle. I just wanted to ask, does anybody want to read it? If ya do, please tell me and then I'll put it up here for all to see. Thanks.

Lizzie

Hey you guys! Sorry I haven't been on in aaaaaaaaaaages, I've been busy with crimbo. But I'm here now!

I am so happy with what I got for Christmas! These joyus things include: a mini telescope, a globe alarm clock that tells me time all around the world, some make up, a fuzzy dressing gown, a cookbook (thanks, Santa), HSM on dvd, Stormbreaker on dvd (YAY!!), a watch braclett, a chemistry set (ka-BOOM), a microscope that doesn't work, stripy tights, skull socks, a fairy sitting on a crystal ball, assorted jewellery, some sweets, a few other things, and something that I'm forgetting...oh yes, a guitar!!! A FRIKIN GUITAR!!!! I have been asking for one for years, and my grandparents finally got me one!! I couldn't stop smiling all day.

I also got some money from some kind neighbours, and with that, I bought The Sweet Escape, Welcome To The Black Parade and Sam's Town, which are three albums I simply adore!!!! And does anyone know if Cascada has an album, coz I'm looking for one, and I can't find it. I'll just have to look harder.

In other news, my friend Charlotte has now dyed her hair black. From blond to black, chav to goth. She is obssessed with anything gothic, but only because she goes to a club called Tech and has a crush on this boy called Joe, who just so happens to be way, way to old for her, and is a scy-scraper tall goth. He is 15 and she is 13, but acts like a lovestruck 9 year old, which is why I say he's too old for her. Sorry if you think I'm being petty, but this just isn't her. She wears black lipstuck, for Christ's sake, and no offence to anyone who wears black lipstick, but this just doesn't suit her. She's quite small, and now she adds this to her list of wierd things. It was me who first went rock, then she takes over, and has evolved to goth, overnight. It's freaky. And next week she'll be wearing mini skirts and tacky tracksuits, acting like a chavette. ARGHHH!!!! She drives me mad, but I can't help protecting her, she's like my little sister, if I had one.

Anyway, I have a week of holiday left, and look forward to spending it doing absolutely nothing!

Lizzie xxx

I tried to kill the pain, but only brought more. I lay dying and I'm pouring crimson regret...and betrayl. I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming. Am I too lost to be saved? Am I too lost?

Yesterday my mum's mates Joan and Julian came round. They're a couple, but they're not married. I always wondered why they didn't, they suit each other so well. I guess some people just don't want to get married.

I'd look cute in a bridesmaid dress. I wore one when my nan got married again, but I could only wear it for a little while as I grew out of it really quickly. It was nice while it lasted.

Anyway, we had crimbo dinner. Turkey and everything!! It wasn't the whole turkey, just the meat. But it was good. We had candles and nice food, and you could actually see the floor!! We cleaned up, and it was actually quite big once the crap was cleared. And the kitchen floor, too. I'd forgotten what colour the tiles were, and it turns out they're white! Well, I didn't expect that.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not like a slob, I'm just quite lazy and messy. And it just piles up and up and up, and I swear the paperwork breeds. As does the clothes, and the kids aren't even good looking.

The dinner was good and I watched Alice in Wonderland that was on E4 while I was eating, so I wasn't a really good conversationalist. It was nice. I then had to go to bed to get up for today when I had maths exams. Tomorrow I have science, and I haven't revised. Tomorrow I have english, and you can't really revise for that, so tommorw I don't really have to do anything. I am so happy.

Gonna go now, thirsty.

And I'm slightly bored.

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Wow, this week has been hectic! Running around, trying to get people christmas presents, remember who to give cards to, tidying...there's so much preperation for christmas, and then it's all over for another year. The BBC will probably put on the Sound of Music again...though I do have Pirates of the Caribbean to look forward to!

Tomorrow, I'm going to my nan's, in Brentwood, and we're all going shooping. Christmas shopping, that is. And a little something for me. Hey, don't judge me. I have some important tests coming up and I need to relax, though according ot my teachers, we're all supposed to be stressed. They're lovely people once you get to know them(!) Ya right, and I'm not really from the moon!

Eragon the film came out today, and mum won't let me see it. So I'll have to go on Sunday. If I can. We're having this pre-xmas dinner for all of mum's mates so they can come round and reminice while I get bored to death or explode for eating too much turkey. Then we'll all fall asleep and I'll wake up and play my PlayStation which'll wake everyone else up...just another typical christmas...

NEWSFLASH: My mother has bought a real christmas tree!!!!!!!! (if you knew my mother, you'd now how significant this is) Instead of her old tatty fake one, she went out and bought a real live pine tree!!!! It smells soooo sublime!!!! We've started to decorate it but the fairy lights have gone walkabout. If you see a bunch of tangled colourful fairy lights that flash on and off and sings christmas carols, they're ours. Please send them home!!!

On that festive note, I'm gonna go. There's some dorito's downstairs with my name on them...

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Even though it's only been three days, to me it's like a lifetime since I last blogged. Nothing much happened over the weekend. My friend Charlotte (this one is Dean) asked if I wanted to go bowling, I said yes, she invited a boy, she went to her nan's, by the time she got back it was sooo dark mum said I couldn't go so we had to postpone it till the next day. So we did and when we went to the bowling alley the boys (yes, boys) hadn't turned up yet. And so we waited. Charlotte rang them like, 15 times, and by the time they arrived, we'd been left waiting over an hour. An hour. It's lucky the boys came when they did, though, because my patience was wearing thin and Charlotte was doodling on my face. Don't worry, it was with eyeliner so it came off (after a lot of hard scrubbing). Then, those buggers had the cheek to disappear! 15 minutes after they arrived, they disappeared off the face of the bowling alley. Needless to say, I was fuming, and was seriously considering chucking the ball in my hands at at least one of their heads. Needless to say, Charlotte was completely enthralled by the sky scraper boy with dyed black hair and too much eyeliner. I swear, that girl changes boys more than I change my underwear, and before you say anything, I change my underwear everyday! So, anyway,we continued to bowl after the boys had disappeared and, of course, I won. I managed to get a strike and quite a few half strikes. *blows on nails, rubs on shirt, has smug smile* What can I say, I'm talented. After that, we went back to her house, where I was attacked by her 4 year old brother, Jack. While a nuicance, he is v. v. v. cute, and kept jumping on me, mistaking me for a trampoline. I then nearly missed dinner at home and proceeded to make my way home in Carol's new-old blue car that has replaced her lovely but noisy red one. Got home, had dinner, sat down with nan and grandad and chatted for a bit and then they had to go home.

Today, I am well and truly p***** off with my so-called friend, TGWWIASFNR. You may remeber her from posts from the past, and yet again she has annoyed the hell out of me. She completely ignores me and makes me feel like I'm shit or something. She laughs at my jokes but it never really reaches her eyes. I could go on and on about her all night but it would take quite a while and you'd probably get really annoyed with me, so I won't.

I keep getting told off by my mum for not doing my RE homework. I have 14 pieces to do and they have to done by Wednesday. No pressure then(!) I better get off and do it now, or I might not be able to blog tomorrow, unless they have computers in Heaven!!!

Hugs and kisses to you all,

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Thank God for the weekend!!!!!! Though personally I would prefer the week off, but anyway...was school always this hard? I make an effort, I really do, but when you have 30 teachers constantly reminding you that you have mock SATs coming up in about a week, you tend to not like school a hell of a lot. I just can't remember school ever being such hard work, I've always kinda enjoyed it, learning new things, remembering old things and having a laugh with your mates when a sub comes in. Maybe I'm just getting bored of the same ol' routine, day in, day out. Perhaps I should burn it down, just to things a little interesting...no, that's a little bit too far. Off of my slightly 'hot' topic, my friend Charlotte brought in our Chrissie prezzies in today. I got a Kermit the Frog mug (hey, I'm a Muppet!) and an address book, actually 2, chocolates, a book that contains ghosts and some earrings, a photo frame and something for your nails from another friend, Hannah. I seem to have got a few cards, but knowing me, I'll forget. I did that last year and no-one got any cards from me. Whoops!

Oh yeah, I'm gonna take an idea from a coupla blogs I've seen and write a story on them. The Flames are doing it and I have to say, the story lines are great, and Fang from MR is doing it too. I'm not o copycat or anything, I just think it's a great idea, and maybe it'll help me with the whole 'keep-it-kinda-simple' thing as I tend to off at a tangent when I'm writing a story, or blogging similarly...

I'll post later once I've decided what it's gonna be called.

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Today nothing much happened. Had PE and played unihockey. I. HATE. SPORTS. Especially unihock. I was goalie for nearly all the games as some people didn't have enough people and chose me for their team, which I suppose is a good thing, apart from the fact I didn't get much rest. Then we had RE and I couldn't hear what the teacher was saying as the class was too loud, then english and because our teacher was away (lucky bitch) we had to make do with another teacher, Mr Rolt, who teaches tech. We had to write a poem about Iraq, and I combined it with Christmas, and I actually made my friend cry it was so sad. Then we had maths, and I swear to you, mathematics was only introduced to the school curiculum as an instrument of torture for kids. I mean, come on, who's actually gonna use Pythagoras' Theroem anayway?! Then we had science and we were seeing at how metals react, and our teacher burnt copper, iron and magnesium. Now, anyone who's anyone knows not to look at magnesium as it's burning as it gives off a really bright white light and could actually blind you if you stare at it. So everyone had to look at it from an angle, and it was okay apart from the fact that a twit on the otherside of the room had decided to ignore the safety rules and stare at it. He then procceded to get a headache and see dancing black spots in front of his eyes for the rest of the day. After that we had registration, and had to fill out a sex questionnaire...WTF?! Why..? I don't even get it, and I'm a freak! Anyroad, came home, sat down, stared reading two differnet books, watched Scrubs, had a fight with mum over Scrubs, came up here and...that's it. Supposed to practice my flute. Maybe I still can...and if you are wondering as to why I play a flute, I am taining to become the next Pied Piper of Hamlin, except of course, not Hamlin, but of England. And I will lead away all the chocolate and scoff it all myself...

That's my mad life up to date, so I guess I'll be going now.

Au revoir *blows kiss*

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Thanks to a kind person called Courtney I now know how to put music vids on my blog. I just hope it works!

This is one of my all time faves, I hope you like it!!!

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Hmmm, is it just me, or are most boys kinda stupid. I say most 'coz there are a rare few that actually use the few braincells they have been blessed with. *strokes imaginary beard, looking at the ceiling thoughtfully* I mean, the boys in my class chuck clay around the room. That's not too bad, I hear you cry. Well it is when they're throwing it at you and you have in your hands a piece of work that you have been working on for about 2 weeks. I just don't get the male populkation. They think they're better then females, then they go and do something like get run over by a paint thing that put the white lines across the grass, or run into a door (you know who I mean). And there's this other guy who can't stop farting. And it would be funny apart from the fact that his farts ABSOLUTELY reek!!!! Sorry people I'm just abit cranky. I have a cold and a sore throat and I have mock SATs coming up and I don't have a clue what we're doing in maths and... *blows hair out of face* maybe I should just relax a bit. Or beat the crap out of a couple of boys. Maybe the relaxing is the safest. Anyway have to go. The sky's making dark sounds and the wind's picking up. Perhaps I'll go fly a kite...

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PS. the Flames, I had a look at your other site and it's really good. Sooooo exciting!! What happens next to James????

I have just seen the one thing in my life that makes my heart jump out of my chest and do looop-the-loops and about 12 circuits of my room...Maximum Ride: Saving the world and other extreme sports...front cover *hyperventilates just thinking about it* Must...have...NOW...can't...wait...till next...year...May is...FAR...too far...away!!!! *tries to stop by taking deep breaths* I must be calm...I must not be excited...I MUST REDECORATE MY ROOM WITH BIRDIES AND PRETEND I CAN FLY!!!!!!! *gets so excited sneezes all over computer* oh, sorry about that, I'm getting a little excited as you can see. But, I am soooo happy. Whenever a really good book comes out, or a sequel, even a film, I get really excited and start squealing for no reason and not being able to catch my breath. *wipes snot of computer screen* there, that's better. Whoops, must dash. Have the grandparents over for tea. Ta ta, darling! *leaves with big grin on face, thinking about MR 3*

I'm not too sure why, but lately I've been feeling a little low. I've found this old notebook, and when I'm upset or depressed I go to this page and write something that reflects my feelings, whether its 'Friends don't exisit, they're just people who hang around with you' or 'Everything dies. RIP.' I don't really know why I feel like this. Every now and then I just start felling upset and bad about myself for no reason. Anyway, I'm kinda getting lonely. Maybe I'll just go and talk to my teddies, or maybe myself...

My day today was relitively normal. Unless you count the golden dragonet I imagined hovering outside my school window. Even though it wasn't really there, I REALLY wanted to open the window and flap my arms so I could soar away from this dismal weather and even more dismal school (maybe not arms, but WINGS!!! Maximum Ride how I envy you!! In some aspects...). Even though I absolutely adore this weather, there's something in it that makes people cold in themselves and tend to ignore you a lot. Or maybe that just happens to me. Whatever the weather, my life is confusing and I wish I could stop it every now and then and just take some time out to relax. Weekends go waaay too quick. Personally I think school should be on Saturday and Sunday and we gat the rest of the week off. Now THAT, would be excellent *big nod, cheer from knids around the world*!!!

I may blog again later, depends.

By-ee!! <(;^)

ps. the Flames, I do come from the UK, and it's quite annoying. I'm asleep, and everyone else is blogging!! Oh yeah, I want to start a book, well, continue one I have already started. Maybe you could help..I tend to start then not finish *meek smile*. Reply back if you wanna help and I'll give you my email.

Today, I swallowed my pride and apologised to my friend who-shall-not-be-named. So we're all chummy again, when towards the end of the day, she links with my other mate who was stuck in the middle and walks off, so my other mate calls back to me and holds out ther hand so I can link her and She-Who-Cannot-Be-Named had the cheek to start walking faster! In front of me! And this happend every time I tried to link with my other mate, and when she stopped to let me catch up, She-Who-Cannot-Be-Named pulled her along!! Literally yanked!! I..had swallowed my pride..and apologised for something I didn't even think was that wrong..and she STILL treated me like dirt!!!! I'm gonna see if this happens tomorrow, and if it does, I am having serious words...

In other news, I am officially mad. I wear different coloured stripey socks and black nail varnish, and I come out with things that would make Einstien frown with puzzlement. No-one knows what I talk about half the time...I don't know what I talk about half the time...or any time, for that. When I talk on blogs and that, I feel like I can actually be myself and even more mad than usual. Or, even better than that, I meet people as mad as me!!! That makes me feel so special and wanted, gives me a warm, bubbly feeling inside. *contented smile, soft sigh* oh well, must dash, have homework to do!

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I'm sitting at my comp. with all this thunder rumbling in the background, occasionally catching glimpses of my black nails and my gothic rose ring with absolutely nothing to do. So I thought I might blog, ya know, let off some steam. So I'm going to rant about my so-called friend. With the utmost respect for her privacy (as if she cares for mine) I will not mention her name. I will call her...The Girl Who Went Into A Strop For No Reason, or TGWWIASFNR. Now TGWWIASFNR had said that she didn't like a particular person who sat at our table at lunch. She'd just come and sit down uninvited and that really bugged her. So when they found out, I thought well, there's not much point in lying anymore, is there? And when asked, I admitted that TGWWIASFNR didn't like the person in question. So the person in question then told TGWWIASFNR who then confronted me with the words 'You told the person in question?', and me being the honest person that I am said 'Yes', to which she stormed off and procced to ignore me and bitch about me WHILE I WAS IN THE ROOM!! Now the bitching didn't really bother me, but I stayed away from TGWWIASFNR as this really annoyed me. I had told her things I didn't want her to tell anyone else, things about other people, what I thought of them. And her being the lovely, kind, sweet person she is decided to tell them. On purpose. This has happend about 5 times in the last year, and I do this once, AND the person in question already knew, and it's like I've just broken a major law. The reason I stayed away and didn't apologise, which is what I would normally do, is because I was so angry I thought I might have had to hit her. And I hit hard. This was on Friday, and I haven't spoken to her since. Another friend of mine is stuck in the middle, and TGWWIASFNR will probably try to take her away from me. *sigh* it's times like this I hate my life. Having no friends kinda makes life hard, and school even harder. So, on Monday, I'm gonna try to make ammends, and of course I'll keep you posted. Meanwhile, back on Earth...please can somone start commenting, or something! I feel so alone...*sob*...and I am also counting down the days till the Eragon movie comes out. I am soooooooo excited!!!!! And I am literally jumping out of my seat in frustration as I can't wait till they announce when the MR film is coming out!!! * tears out hair in clumps* ARGHHHH!!! I HATE DIRECTORS!!!!! *deep breaths in, and out, in...* sorry. I must calm down. I'm getting too excited. Maybe I'll go back to bed for a bit. Yes, *contented, lazy smile, eyes closing, head slowly nodding* back to bed...

Okay, so this is a random thoughts post.

A strawberry tastes like a strawberry, and a carrot tastes like a carrot, so why cover apples in toffee and chocolate?

Pigs don't fly, but if you threw it, could you say it was trying?

Teddy bears come alive at night and eat one sock of every pair.

Monsters do live under the bed, but they come out at night and eat spinich.

Leaves are trees, and trees are sparkly, so ergo, a computer has a smiley face.

Life is random. So am I.

Dying is bad for your health.

Don't look at me in that tone of voice!

Hmmm, my random ramble is over...for now.

It's only recently I realised that lots of people moan about their lives. They have one problem or another, and it's never really serious, it's always something stupid like 'Ohhh, my eyeshadow doesn't match my lipgloss' or 'my shoes don't go with my bag' or 'aliens landed in my back garden and took my dog and my homework and it's due in today'. Now, I'm not exactly a saint when it comes to moaning. In fact, I'm not a saint when it comes to anything...but the point is my friend has some serious problems. Her mum isn't well, and she doesn't moan about anything. If anyone had the right to moan, its her. But she doesn't. It's just the stupidest problems that people dislike and want to get off their chest (did I spell that right??) which makes no sense. *sigh*...life makes no sense, but it's the only game we can play. I make no sense, but then again, who does? Sorry, I've been rambling..though you've probably come to expect that of me by now. Anywho, going to pick what colour socks to wear for school tomorrow. Green, red, purple, yellow, or orange-pink-yellow-green in flourescent black-and-(enter colour here) striped. Sorr, sorry, rambling again!!I better go or I'll continue talking well into the night. TTTT (ta ta till tomorrow!!!) (perhaps...)

P.S. if anyone's actually interested, it was my birthday on the 5th which was...17 days ago, and I am officially 14.Yay!! AND, I had chocolate cake!! Which my nan made, who is a great cook and has a dodgy ticker. Anyway. this postscript was supposed to be short. Oh well. Better go, my t.v. smells funny (NO, I'm not joking).

P.P.S. Eragon the movie comes out 15th December, and anyone who has read the book WILL watch it, and even if you haven't watch it or I will be angry. And you won't like me when I'm angry...

God, people, sorry I haven't been on in a while! I was ill, then my computer crashed and then I had nothing to talk about! Well, this is basically to say 'Happy Samhain' for all you pagans out there, and 'Happy Halloween' to everyone else!!! Funnily enough, there's been no trick or treaters?! What's that all about??? It's All Hallow's Eve!! You should all be out there, collecting sweets, making yourselves ill, then going in to school and telling everyone about it. Guess I'll have to eat them all by myself...anyway, enjoy the rest of Halloween, and don't get too spooked!!!

Well, yesterday was quite boring. Go to school, fall asleep, look at some interesting
clouds, go home, that sort of thing. All day I had itchy feet, 'coz we were gonna go
shopping. I know, I know, it's not that exciting, but, yesterday I got Evanescence's new
album, The Open Door and Sandi Thom's one, Smile, it confuses people (which is right,
by the way). I love Evanescence!!! So of course I couldn't wait and that's not the best
part. While we were there, I also picked up a book that I had been waiting for for ages!!!
Its by Terry Pratchett and it's called Wintersmith, and it's a sequal to two books called
The Wee Free Men and A Hat Full Of Sky. It's all about a girl called Tiffany Aching and
the way she learns that she is actually a witch (no, not warty and cackly, though they do
wear pointed black hats) and needs to go and rescue her brother from a queen, but I
can't be sure if she wears a crown. Anyway, the books are good if you're into fantasy,
and if you are, check my other blog, Fearies DO exist, ya know! at www.pink-knickers-
show-so-dont-bend-over.blogspot.com. It's quite long but it's a cool name. Anyway I'm
going downstairs to scoff my face with Ben & Jerry's Cookie Dough and Phish Food ice
cream while hiding from my mum, hehe!!! Talk tomorrow!!!

Today my mum and I made eclairs. She said we would do them about three weeks ago but we did them today, in the end. They were only small and we didn't get to finish them off 'coz we had to go round Carol's for dinner. Carol is my friend Charlotte's mum. Char's the same age as me but a lot smaller, I've no idea why. They both have blond hair but Carol has blue eyes and Char has brown. Jack, her lil brother, has light brown hair and blue eyes, and let me tell you, he is a menace. But a cute one. His dad, Tony has brown hair and eyes and is a bit of a giant, but Tony isn't Char's dad. It's complicated. Anyway, we went round their's fo dinner, which was delicious, and I played with Char's hamsters. They are soooooooo cute!!!! They're so small and fwuffy but I can't have one 'coz the last one I had was lovely and I was devesated when she died. On the track, again, I was meant to do my homework but didn't, so I sent the picture I was meant to draw to a mate by e-mail. I can't be sure if she has it. Oh, well. Life goes on. I think I might have to sneak down to the kitchen and eat myself an eclair. Hmmm, good plan. Talk to ya'll later, meanwhile, I plan to gorge myself on sweet pastries...

Well, this is my blog. It's a bit bare at the moment so I'll have to customise it soon (when I learn, that is!) This one is all about me and the way I view life. You'll be with me through the good, the bad, the happy, the sad (lyrics from a song, hm-hmm-hm...). I'll put my ideas on here and my pics (when I learn, again) and random thoughts that are floating around in my head. And with that, I leave you, to post a comment on this blog or discard it as rubbish and throw it away. It's up to you...